Dramatic Monologue - Main Itna Bura Tha Kya? (Aryan)

 

MONOLOGUE 2 — “Main Itna Bura Tha Kya?”

Situation:
Ladke ko pata chal jata hai ki girlfriend ne usse break-up kar diya message pe.
Uska dost usko console kar raha hota hai, par ladka khidki ke paas khaali sadak dekhte hue monologue bol raha hota hai.

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DRAMATIC MONOLOGUE 2

“Message…
Bas ek message se khatam ho gaya sab?
Itne saalon ki kahani…
‘Take care’ me wrap karke bhej di?

Main itna bura tha kya?
Itna laayak nahi tha ki samne aankhon me dekh kar tod paati tum?”

(He clenches his jaw, swallowing the emotion)

“Haan, galtiyan meri bhi thi…
main loud tha, stupid tha,
kabhi kabhi bachkana bhi.
Par tumhari aankhon me sacchai kabhi doubt nahi ki.

Kya pata tha ki sacchai hi sabse pehle badal jaati hai.”

(He looks up, emotional but composed)

“Main toot bhi jaaun na…
phir bhi tumhara gussa nahi kar paunga.
Kyuki pyaar insaan ko kamzor nahi…
be-hisaab bana deta hai.

Main tumhe rokna chahta hoon.
But shayad tum ja chuki ho…
aur sirf main hi hoon
jo yaha khada ab bhi tumhari taraf dekh raha hoon.”

(Soft shaky breath)

“Aur hasi ki baat pata hai?
Tumhare bina bhi main tumhe blame nahi kar pa raha.
Bas…
apne aap se ek hi sawaal pooch raha hoon—
Main itna bura tha kya?”