Emotional Monologue - Main tumse haarna kabhi nahi chahta tha

 

“Main tumse haarna kabhi nahi chahta tha… par tumne mujhe competitor bana diya.”

SITUATION:

Park me evening lights jal gaye hain.
Dono bench par opposite direction me baithe hain—ek hi bench, par piche-mudkar.
Ladki bolti hai: “Tum hamesha zyada expect karte ho.”
Ladka dheere se mudkar uski taraf dekhta hai.
Phir calm, composed, hurt tone me bolne lagta hai.

FULL EXTENDED 1+ MIN MONOLOGUE (Roman Hindi):

Main tumse haarna kabhi nahi chahta tha…
par tumne mujhe competitor bana diya.
Main pyaar me jeetna ya haarna nahi chahta tha—
main bas saath chalna chahta tha.

Par tumhara har step ek race ban gaya.
Tumhara har silence ek point tha.
Tumhara har taunt ek scoreboard.
Main jitna pyaar deta gaya,
tum utna prove maangti gayi.

Main pyaar me effort karta tha,
aur tum effort ko advantage samajh kar
aur distance bana leti thi.

Tumne kabhi mujhe partner ki tarah treat hi nahi kiya.
Kabhi mujhe laga tum upar khadi ho,
main neeche.
Kabhi laga tum aage bhaag rahi ho
aur main peeche reh gaya hoon.

Pyaar ka matlab equal hona hota hai—
na koi zyada, na koi kam.
Par tumhe equal chahiye hi nahi tha,
tumhe control chahiye tha.

Aur sabse painful part?
Main tumhara saath dene aya tha,
fight karne nahi…
par tumne mujhe competitor bana diya.

Aur ek competitor kabhi tumhara haath nahi pakad sakta.
Woh sirf finish line dekh sakta hai—
aur main finish line nahi dekhna chahta…
main bas tumhe dekhna chahta tha.